My poor grandmother. She finally realizes the hardships one must go through to put a child through college. Well I’m sure she realized that a long time ago, but now I see that it’s getting to her. My brother has the opportunity to play baseball in Missouri. Only problem is he doesn’t know how he’ll get there. My grandmother wants to get him a car but she can’t. She presented these options for my brother to me, he could either not go and play ball in Missouri but get a job instead, or he could stay with my mom in Vegas or he could return home here in Hawaii. Trust me I DO NOT want James to return. I love my brother and all but I like being the only child. I really don't need any of his shit right now. Things are really difficult for my grandmother right now and now I’m really hoping that she doesn't have to go through all of this with me. I don’t want to see her so melancholy (no pun intended).

In conclusion money sucks, but oh how we love it.