Yes, well it’s me, it’s me...that M-I-S-S, uh never mind, it sounds better when Roady does it anyway. Hmm so what does Melons have to say today? I don’t know really. I figure just do what kick-a-rock’s been doing a read a bunch of diary entries. And well I’ve been doing that since I came home and I felt like updating my diary. I love seeing my name at the top of the “M” list, it’s like, “Oh hell yeah that’s my name!” Strange if you ask me, but then again I’ve been known to be a strange person from time to time. So I just wanted to sit here, talk about meaningless stuff, just so I can get an update on my diary. Sad me.

It’s raining today. That’s cool. What sucks though is since the weathers been crappy my phone lines have been all crackly and staticy. So junky. It sucks cause like the very few times I do want to use the phone it sucks, but it just sits on the little base thingie, charging up a storm cause I hardly use the phone and yet I get static. I tell you, no love. And tonight Lina suggested I call in during their shift…all so she and Shannon can make A out of both IJ and myself. Oh what fun, this should be interesting. I told Hoku if my phone sucks, I’m haul assing it over to her house.

Today has been quite all right. Nothing too bad has happened, and it rained, and it’s February 12, and I’m listening to Justin right now.

Two days until V-Day. Still not sure what to do about Andrew. On one hand I can give him something, just like tradition would have it, or I can not do anything and finally be over this Andrew fellow. This normally would be a no-brainer, but yet I’m one who sticks to tradition, I’m boring like that. I’m one of the most repetitious people I know. Today I’m pretty sure I wont be doing anything for Mr. Andrew. Shelly said that she heard today that Andrew has a prom date. Yay for him (no sarcasm…well maybe a bit). She said she was listening in on his convo with Tati today and Shelly said Andrew told Tati that he asked this girl and like she didn’t give him an answer for two weeks. Then like last night she called him or he called he and she said yes. Then Shelly said Andrew said his ex (the dreaded Sha-something, Fa-something) was begging him to go back out with her. Man that whole Andrew/Tati convo sounded like one huge ego booster, and believe me Andrew does not need his ego boosted anymore then it already is! And well if Andrew has a date for prom that’s just great for him, I wasn’t planning on asking him in the first place. But well now I’m stuck with this Andrew/Valentine’s Day dilemma. I can get him something, for tradition’s sake, but I’d be at the risk of falling for him again (something I really don’t want to happen). Or I can not get him anything, screw the tradition, and finally get over this character. Gee, why does the latter sound so much better? But if I choose to not do anything, I have to be able to live with my decision forever, once I choose not to do this, I can’t like regret it forever. And regretting actions I didn’t do, is something I’m not ready for. I don’t want to live life with any regrets, and I don’t want to suffer the “Should’ve, could’ve, would’ve,” syndrome with him. No way. [Sigh], I have no idea what to do. I think I should just take this as an opportunity to get over him and forget doing something for him for V-Day, besides I only did that twice. Not really tradition, but I had wanted it to. Oh and I know if I do decided to do something for him, frickin’ guy will think I want him or something and go brag on to all his friends how he’s go it going on or something. And I do not, I repeat, do NOT want him to think I still like him. Well he might have that idea already considering I’m constantly checking him out. But really, I seriously think that’s one of the only things he has going for him. While walking to school this morning Sis made a comment on what a dick Andrew is. I always thought he was nice to me, but then again he and I have only exchanged a few words. Okay how’s this, I’ve liked Andrew for two years and yet Justin for one and I talked to Justin a whole lot more then I’ve talked to Andrew. Combine all those times I’ve talked to Andrew and they might not even equal to one of me and Justin’s conversations. Sad no? Oh well, this is why I need to move on, this is why I am moving on.

Damn it’s cold. My feet can’t even touch the floor without freezing. My nice arm bed sound good right now. Don’t know what to say. But I’ve been noticing that the past few nights I’ve been venting out about Andrew. Strange. Possibly it’s cause I had a lot to say about him, but never knew really where to start. I have a few things to vent and say about that boy, possibly in my upcoming entries there will be more “Andrew vents.” It feels good though, cause like I get to express all these frustrations I’ve been having about that stupid guy. And well I guess stay tuned for more Andrew venting.

So does this mean Melon’s is getting over Andrew?

I think so.