I just read Chad’s diary thing. Well it’s still nice that since going out with me he still hasn’t lost his edge side (I’m talking about the whole “Schoolgirls” thing). The Sunday thing, well let’s just say that Chad was hurt, but he’s over it. I swear Chad is the sweetest guy ever! I just read his page again, for like the third time. I’m starting to figure out why I keep reading his entries he writes about me over and over. I think it may have to do with the fact that I can’t believe that I got a guy like him. I mean really, I’m pretty lucky to have nabbed someone as great as him. Oh and yes Chad you have been over at my house choke times and yeah we do have fun [devilish grin]. Man I can’t believe that Chad wants to meet my brother. I mean usually people are like afraid to meet him. Probably because he makes them feel scared cause he enjoys being intimidating. My brother will be cool with a guy and then once he finds that his lil sis is eyeing him out, the guy suddenly becomes less cool then he was a minute ago. If my brother had his way, I would forever be single. Actually I wouldn’t ever be allowed to check out guys ever again. Oh but I can’t help it! It’s not my fault that like every other person on this earth just happens to be a guy! And I can’t help that I’m a D.C.F.L! LOL… my friends would know what I’m talking about. Okay so Chad really wants to meet my brother, that’s pretty nuts of you ask me. I mean it doesn’t mean I’m going to break up with him or anything if my brother doesn’t approve of him, it just would be nice if they got along. It’s not a requirement, but it’d sure be nice. It sounds so pressurizing, but like Chad’s treating it like it’s no big thing. But it sort of is. I guess I don’t want to put more pressure on him then there really is. But my grandmother makes it seem that her decision on Chad will depend on what my brother says. And like pretty much for him to win the rest of my family over is easy, it’s just that my brother is kind of the difficult one. Man and the fact that Chad really wants to meet him, that’s sort of “ballsy” on his part. I mean it’s quite pressurizing if you ask me. Hmm… damn I’m running out of stuff to say. Oh yeah that whole Crystal thing… well being intimidated sucks, and that’s about it. I mean yeah I still think that like she’s so pretty and really intimidating, but I don’t want her to interfere with my relationship with Chad. Anyway I think that’s it for me for now. When I think of more stuff to say I’ll say it…