Okay I don’t know what to say, but since I promised Chad an update, well here’s your update…

Last night Chad came to visit me. Will and him drove all the way from town to come visit me. I can’t believe that man, that’s like a freakin’ journey, considering I do live like near no civilization…well it’s not that bad. Chad called at like 9:16 (according to my clock) and they arrived at my house like a little over an hour later. I tell you Will should join me and my friend Stacey as future Nascar drivers… LOL. That night Will was doing me and my friend Hoku’s home work, that boy is a whiz! He finished my work in half the time it would have taken me to do it. So much thanks and props go out to Mr. Will Hunting…LOL.

Okay last night, while hanging with Chad, I never really realized how much I care about him until that night. Last night was, hmm, indescribable I guess. After wanting to say it for the longest time, I finally did. I finally told Chad those three little words that people long to hear.

Man every day I am constantly reminded of how lucky I am to have been able to find someone like him. I swear he is like the greatest guy ever! Well the greatest guy next to my brother (sorry Chad). I can’t get over how good he treats me and how sweet he is. I swear I am so lucky to have found him. It’s so great to find a guy that loves me and cares about me like how he loves and cares about me. Oh I know what you must be thinking, “Damn gag-o-matic!” but well if you went through all the crap I did, and have to deal with people constantly breaking your heart, well then maybe you’d understand. I have been hurt more times that I should have, and when someone like Chad comes around, well it seems to good to be true. He is so sweet and so caring, and I just have a hard time believing that someone like him loves me.

LOL, ah well by now I think you may have fallen into a coma, or at least went sick to your stomach by now, so top save you I shall end right about…now.